by RDL » March 7th, 2017, 8:04 pm
This morning I was too tired to go to a 9:30 meeting, still tired from when I didn't sleep very well on Sunday night, even though I slept a lot on Monday night.
I ate spaghetti, went to the bank... but was pissed off because of the cold, the cold weather, being tired, being hungry, not having enough money in my bank account, some girl from my meetings dying from her addiction to drugs and alcohol... I could go on ad infinitum about all the things that are pissing me off today... so I didn't go to a noon meeting...
I went to the liquor store instead... and yelled at/fingered a guy whose car alarm kept going off... anyway I made it home and drank for a while... got temporary relief from the anger...
But then eventually I sobered up, and I got all bitchy again... started throwing tables and chairs and a shopping cart in my living room... then I phoned the drugstore post office to badger them about why they didn't have any of the tax forms/guides/envelope I need... but they very kindly referred me to the Canada Revenue Agency... so I phoned the CRA to ask for the tax stuff... and they will have it within 10 business days...
But I didn't get to yell at anyone or call anyone the C word... so I went to the grocery store I got fired from in 2010 and banned from in 2011... tried to find the supervisor who keeps kicking me out every time I try to return cans and bottles, but she wasn't there... my former manager was there, but the self absorbed bitch was too busy socializing with the cashiers, and did not notice me one bit... so again I didn't get to yell at anyone or call anyone the C word...
So here I am at the library, not 100% sober yet, just waiting for someone to piss me off at just the right time...
This morning I was too tired to go to a 9:30 meeting, still tired from when I didn't sleep very well on Sunday night, even though I slept a lot on Monday night.
I ate spaghetti, went to the bank... but was pissed off because of the cold, the cold weather, being tired, being hungry, not having enough money in my bank account, some girl from my meetings dying from her addiction to drugs and alcohol... I could go on ad infinitum about all the things that are pissing me off today... so I didn't go to a noon meeting...
I went to the liquor store instead... and yelled at/fingered a guy whose car alarm kept going off... anyway I made it home and drank for a while... got temporary relief from the anger...
But then eventually I sobered up, and I got all bitchy again... started throwing tables and chairs and a shopping cart in my living room... then I phoned the drugstore post office to badger them about why they didn't have any of the tax forms/guides/envelope I need... but they very kindly referred me to the Canada Revenue Agency... so I phoned the CRA to ask for the tax stuff... and they will have it within 10 business days...
But I didn't get to yell at anyone or call anyone the C word... so I went to the grocery store I got fired from in 2010 and banned from in 2011... tried to find the supervisor who keeps kicking me out every time I try to return cans and bottles, but she wasn't there... my former manager was there, but the self absorbed bitch was too busy socializing with the cashiers, and did not notice me one bit... so again I didn't get to yell at anyone or call anyone the C word...
So here I am at the library, not 100% sober yet, just waiting for someone to piss me off at just the right time...