Ive settled down now, I think Im not the psychopath I was when I was in my teens and early 20s...
mostly because Im spending most of my internet time on zoom meetings...
Zoom is teaching me how to be a nice person online

Last night I masturbated 5 times, and once this morning, I'm going crazy with all this freedom

I went to work 230-630pm pacific time, then went to an in person meeting 730 pacific time, got home around 9pm...
At that in person meeting, I talked with another member about my history of internet addiction, and that if i spend too much time on the internet, or if I misbehave on the internet, I get a little high off of it...
Got home at 9pm, already got back into the internet porn, something I havent been able to do since 2015 when I used to sit in the back corner of the computer lab at the Nellie McClung branch of the Greater Victoria Public Library... this is so awesome...

Don't over use it, the net will rot your brain.
Use it wisely, and maybe someone will not be lagged, and block you.

Today, Telus installed some fibre optic thingy in my building, and even though theres a filter on mine, since im not a Telus customer, somehow theres this one wifi network I'm able to access all of a sudden!!! I havent had home internet in 13 1/2 years, this is so exciting!!!!!