Valentine's Day visit from my ex-gf...

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Valentine's Day visit from my ex-gf...

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Feb 14 - I was working at the mall food court, when my ex-girlfriend (the one who broke my heart in 2009) showed up near Starbucks... visiting from the mainland... she was having coffee with a female friend... too busy to talk to me, but I appreciate that she showed up at all on Valentine's Day of all days... it shows that she wants to want to talk to me again...

As for her other off-and-on boyfriend, he still sometimes asks me to hang out with him... I always find some excuse to slip away, or just don't show up...


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Valentine's Day visit from my ex-gf...

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Feb 15 - went to a Valentine's Day dance put on by the people at some of my meetings... had a lot of fun... then went off to a 10pm meeting at the place where two members had gotten into a fist fight on Canada Day several months ago... luckily neither of them were there... and those of us that were there were well behaved...
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Finding lots of food and beverage coupons at the mall... so far in the month of February, I've received 5 $1-off coupons to Thaigo, I've received 8 buy-fries-get-drink coupons to New York Fries, and I've won Tim Hortons Roll-Up-The-Rim-To-Win 13 times... just coffee and donuts... no cars yet...
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My new boss has been pretty consistent with my schedule... he hasn't been toying around with my days and hours like my old boss did...
I've been working Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays, Sundays, and Mondays, all 12pm to 4pm...
Wednesdays I spend time with family...
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Valentine's Day visit from my ex-gf...

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Tuesdays I'm not afraid to spend time at home...
I've made peace with some of my fears...
Tore up that bloodwork requisition form, won't have to deal with it until I see my family doctor for more meds in June...
Bought a ton of cheap gloves for reaching into the toilet tank and flushing the toilet myself...
Can put off cleaning my bathroom indefinitely...
Can put off having my landlady come in and reattach the toilet chain indefinitely...
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Don't really feel all gung ho about coming to the internet cafe as of late...
Only here to set up my online pay stubs...
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Well someone had a good time, but I got chocolates :)
Nobody special as in girlfriend, but family, and a friend.
"Being alone isn't what hurts. It's when the people around you make you feel alone" ~ Naruto Uzumaki, an Anime Character
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Last night, a couple people from my meetings almost found out about this forum...
I was on here at the internet cafe to set up my pay stubs... which I did...
I was about to post something on here, and they had just finished singing karaoke...
They snuck up from behind, and one of them said Hi Richard...
I had to put my hand over the computer screen and quickly open up a new tab...
I was so embarrassed... I don't want them to find all the private stuff I tell people online that I don't tell people at my meetings...
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Most nights I am able to stay sober...
I get to a 7:30 or 8pm meeting...
Then I have dinner, write in my journal, maybe read the paper...
11pm liquor store closes...

Then I'm tempted to go to Shoppers Drug Mart and get mouthwash...
So I have to find ways of keeping occupied until it closes at 12am...
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That's not all...
I recently found out that 7/11 has over-the-counter medications in their store...
and it is open 24/7...
they have cough and cold medicines... and likely pain medicines and allergy medicines too...
I'm getting tempted to get them and abuse them...
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Had to switch computers due to the other one crashing...
Anyway, found this fun link about over the counter drug addiction :spit:
https://www.addictioncenter.com/drugs/o ... ter-drugs/
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Valentine's Day visit from my ex-gf...

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I hate taking anything, but do from time to time, if not I would likely be in the ground by now.
I take a few Advil a month, and a few Hydrocodone, as well as some BP meds.
I have other stuff in my Safe, but it's likely outdated, and needs gotten rid of.
"Being alone isn't what hurts. It's when the people around you make you feel alone" ~ Naruto Uzumaki, an Anime Character

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