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No worries on the drugs, they don't help me, and I don't have any.
Morphine did nothing in the hospital, and the other stuff they tried, I just gotta suffer it out.
I don't do well with most meds, they really don't know how to deal with me.


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:friday:
Hi peoples, good day I hope so far, not all bad here I guess, just tired from it all.
Zero appointments today :) I can get into something maybe, and clean up some, I never saw this place as messy as it is right now.
most of it will have to wait, I'm not cleaning floors, and that stuff, it will just have to bug me.

Well I hope the day is good for you, be safe all. :)
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Blue Frost wrote: September 16th, 2022, 10:49 am :friday:
Hi peoples, good day I hope so far, not all bad here I guess, just tired from it all.
Zero appointments today :) I can get into something maybe, and clean up some, I never saw this place as messy as it is right now.
most of it will have to wait, I'm not cleaning floors, and that stuff, it will just have to bug me.

Well I hope the day is good for you, be safe all. :)

Good to hear that you see doing a little better... Let the chicken shit stuff go. There will be time to clean later. In the grand scheme of your life, it is inconsequential.

Right now, rest and recover... :thumbsup:
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I am in some ways, but others not so much, I just hope things works out.
The doctors negligence, and to many hands in my care have set me way back.
I could deal with most of this, but my left side is pretty useless right now, and coughing sets me back continually.

Oh well, I'm still here I guess, not sure if that's good or not most the time.
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Blue Frost wrote: September 14th, 2022, 1:52 am
Berry Sweet wrote: September 13th, 2022, 2:50 pm Belly monster? Did you poop?

My legs are bit better today...I have an appointment (coming to my place) and after that I'm going back to sleep. I've been super sleepy for 3 days now. I never know when I'm gonna be up and about or sleepy?

Hope everything is well on your end.
I had surgery on my stomach after they gave me all those pills, and started bleeding out.
I had a cluster of ulcers that looked a tar monster, one bleeding pretty badly.
They cut them out, and burned them also.
I believe they have not healed so good since I'm still bleeding a bit.

The doctor today said keep an eye on things, and if it changes let them know.
Oh gosh! Sorry to hear. Was this during the same time as your heart surgery?
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Renee wrote: September 14th, 2022, 8:15 am As I said, it's one step at a time. The healing process will be long... But I will warn you to stay away from pain meds as much as possible. They are addicting and they are poison.

I think right now you need to just try to relax. Maybe try some meditation and develop some inner peace. I know that sounds hokey and it's easier said than done but if you can manage it, it will help.

Good luck with your appointment today.
Renee is right...the healing process will be long. I'm sitting in a similar position as you...I want to do things, but I really can't...it sucks.

I hope you are not taking the pain killers...im not...I understand at some points you just wish you had some so ypu can fuckin sleep or even move...I get it...this will not last forever...I know it feels like it....just rest...this is what I do....I sit on different chairs or beds around my parents place...just depends on my day.

Hope everything is well!
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Berry Sweet wrote: September 19th, 2022, 7:18 pm
Blue Frost wrote: September 14th, 2022, 1:52 am
Berry Sweet wrote: September 13th, 2022, 2:50 pm Belly monster? Did you poop?

My legs are bit better today...I have an appointment (coming to my place) and after that I'm going back to sleep. I've been super sleepy for 3 days now. I never know when I'm gonna be up and about or sleepy?

Hope everything is well on your end.
I had surgery on my stomach after they gave me all those pills, and started bleeding out.
I had a cluster of ulcers that looked a tar monster, one bleeding pretty badly.
They cut them out, and burned them also.
I believe they have not healed so good since I'm still bleeding a bit.

The doctor today said keep an eye on things, and if it changes let them know.
Oh gosh! Sorry to hear. Was this during the same time as your heart surgery?
A day out of ccu I got the stomach surgery, I was sent down for an x-ray, and echo, and then without warning they rushed me in.
i didn't even know what was happening.
After surgery the walls where melting, and in strange paturns, it was also a mess.
The ride back to my room was a trip through mine craft on a cart, apparently I crapped black burned poo the whole way back trowing it away from myself.
Another patient behind me started doing the same.

I'm still bleeding from it, but getting back to normal I think with all that.

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On the bright side, they didn't have to call a 'Code Brown'... :)
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Mel Gibson wrote: September 20th, 2022, 5:55 am On the bright side, they didn't have to call a 'Code Brown'... :)
Nothing brown about it Mel, it was blood, and char from them burning me inside.
It took a good week before the black went away, and still I'm not right inside.
It's the least of my worries though.

Today the nurse said since I'm not on any pain killers like the usual person it might take longer for my healing.
I wish i could take something, but there isn't anything I can think of.
My left side is about useless right now, anything i do feels like I have been shot, or speared.
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:hhd:
Hello peoples, I hope all is well, or getting there.

Nothing new here, just pain, and I want another warm shower is all.
Maybe tomorrow will be better right .

Well can't stay on long so have a good one, be safe, and hugs to you all.
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Blue Frost wrote: September 20th, 2022, 4:25 pm
Mel Gibson wrote: September 20th, 2022, 5:55 am On the bright side, they didn't have to call a 'Code Brown'... :)
Nothing brown about it Mel, it was blood, and char from them burning me inside.
It took a good week before the black went away, and still I'm not right inside.
It's the least of my worries though.

Today the nurse said since I'm not on any pain killers like the usual person it might take longer for my healing.
I wish i could take something, but there isn't anything I can think of.
My left side is about useless right now, anything i do feels like I have been shot, or speared.
A little at a time. Take it as it comes and try to relax.

They claim that pain killers help the healing process but that's highly debatable. The risk of addiction out weighs any healing benefits they might have. The opioid addiction that plagues this country was started by and perpetuated by the medical community by over prescribing pain killers for people who didn't need them. It was used as a way to keep hospital ratings artificially high under the shitty Obamacare system.

One of the biggest patient complaints in the Obamacare hospital rating system was "pain management" so doctors would literally throw pain meds at patients, needed or not. Under Obamacare, hospitals must be rated by the care they offer in order to get full reimbursement from the government regulated insurance companies. It's a corrupt asinine system but it's the government and their socialist horseshit catering to the namby-pamby, liberal, scum who think that access to so-called "free universal health care" is a human right.
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Pain killers only worsen the pain in the end, cut them off, and see just like sleep meds, and antibiotics.
I take maybe two hydrocodone a month broke in half, it's the only thing I can take for my migraines that knock off the edge.
Been taking them since 2003, so if I'm addicted to them I'm a poor excuse for an addict.

I hate taking pills, I would much rather think clearly, and suffer it out best I can than take the stuff they poison us with.
Thing is sometimes you just have to take something, you loose it after a while.
My pain level is a 6-7 all the time until I get spasms, and migraines, now the heart stuff. :kez:
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I'm starting to get uncomfortable...my knees and quads hurt and are uncomfortable...I can't sleep properly...im up all the time again....its because I'm using my muscles again after a period of not using them....sometimes I wish I could take something and just sleep 8 hours thru without waking up every hour...but I know it's not worth it.

I'm sorry about your pain you're going thru...I believe it sucks...keep hanging in there...it will get better....I keep telling myself that too....I keep reminding myself, I'm gonna look back at this 4 months from now and be like, remember the pain I was in...im glad I'm better now.

Sorry about the poo situation...thT sounds harsh....because of all the meds I take, my poo is green/brown and looks like folding mousse...its really weird.
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My head injury doesn't help either... I find I get confused sometimes and mom and kid say sometimes I talk and don't make sense. Some days are better than others. Sometimes I go up the stairs and I forget how (I stay away from stairs unless someone is around watching me) it's a strange feeling.
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I hate hearing you are in pain like I am Berry, I know exactly what you are going through on the pain thing, and being up all hours.
Since 2003 I have been going through it a lot, over, and over with each harsh spasm ripping things apart on me.
Now with my chest, I just occasionally crash for an hour, or two here, and there.
I even have ropes on my bed now just so I can get leverage getting up, been stuck more than I can tell before I got them.

My brain is mush also, pretty much stir fry, if it's not written down I wont remember it till maybe 3:30 in the morning.

Just get better Berry, get rest when you can, it adds up.
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Well happy Sunday peoples, I hope you are all well, and good.
Here I'm alone again, I told my sisters they should take a break, and just call me occasionally.
I know they need some time for themselves, and hate putting them out by keeping them here.
As long as I can feed myself, and keep myself up Ill be alright i guess.

Nothing going on here, but I sure wish I could do some yard work.
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Renee wrote: September 22nd, 2022, 9:54 am A little at a time. Take it as it comes and try to relax.

They claim that pain killers help the healing process but that's highly debatable. The risk of addiction out weighs any healing benefits they might have. The opioid addiction that plagues this country was started by and perpetuated by the medical community by over prescribing pain killers for people who didn't need them. It was used as a way to keep hospital ratings artificially high under the shitty Obamacare system.

One of the biggest patient complaints in the Obamacare hospital rating system was "pain management" so doctors would literally throw pain meds at patients, needed or not. Under Obamacare, hospitals must be rated by the care they offer in order to get full reimbursement from the government regulated insurance companies. It's a corrupt asinine system but it's the government and their socialist horseshit catering to the namby-pamby, liberal, scum who think that access to so-called "free universal health care" is a human right.
Yes. Here, they have stopped being so generous with opioid pain meds handed out like candy, and I can't blame them...
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Berry Sweet wrote: September 22nd, 2022, 8:39 pm My head injury doesn't help either... I find I get confused sometimes and mom and kid say sometimes I talk and don't make sense. Some days are better than others. Sometimes I go up the stairs and I forget how (I stay away from stairs unless someone is around watching me) it's a strange feeling.
Tell Uncle Ace the truth... You were on a hypnotic/anxiolytic such as Zopiclone when you climbed out of your window and fell, weren't you?
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Blue Frost wrote: September 25th, 2022, 2:56 pm Well happy Sunday peoples, I hope you are all well, and good.
Here I'm alone again, I told my sisters they should take a break, and just call me occasionally.
I know they need some time for themselves, and hate putting them out by keeping them here.
As long as I can feed myself, and keep myself up Ill be alright i guess.

Nothing going on here, but I sure wish I could do some yard work.
You'll be OK, but it takes some time! My broken rib didn't fix itself until a few weeks later.

Eat healthy! Business can be taken care of later.

That said, I've been taking care of business also... Brand new Grundfos well pump installed, as well as other minor changes to my water delivery! Now have the best water, at the best pressure, untreated, but so pure and fresh, running right from my taps! Added two high flow filter housings, running 25 and 1 micron rated filters in-line, so it absolutely is correct. Added a second pressure tank to compliment the first, so to introduce the correct amount of draw-down... for pump longevity!

Yes, it is expensive, but I always help to keep costs down... I now know how to replace a well pump the proper way, since I helped replace it. ALWAYS be keen on knowledge!
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Mel Gibson wrote: September 26th, 2022, 3:57 am
Blue Frost wrote: September 25th, 2022, 2:56 pm Well happy Sunday peoples, I hope you are all well, and good.
Here I'm alone again, I told my sisters they should take a break, and just call me occasionally.
I know they need some time for themselves, and hate putting them out by keeping them here.
As long as I can feed myself, and keep myself up Ill be alright i guess.

Nothing going on here, but I sure wish I could do some yard work.
You'll be OK, but it takes some time! My broken rib didn't fix itself until a few weeks later.

Eat healthy! Business can be taken care of later.

That said, I've been taking care of business also... Brand new Grundfos well pump installed, as well as other minor changes to my water delivery! Now have the best water, at the best pressure, untreated, but so pure and fresh, running right from my taps! Added two high flow filter housings, running 25 and 1 micron rated filters in-line, so it absolutely is correct. Added a second pressure tank to compliment the first, so to introduce the correct amount of draw-down... for pump longevity!

Yes, it is expensive, but I always help to keep costs down... I now know how to replace a well pump the proper way, since I helped replace it. ALWAYS be keen on knowledge!
Whats with people telling me eat healthy, I hate healthy so called foods.
I eat salmon, steak, pork loins, burger.
I eat butter, sugar, and sea salt, and would use lard if I had some.
Whats considered healthy today is garbage, and finding stuff supposedly good is twice as much as other stuff.

You know they threatened me in the hospital because i wouldn't eat their "Heart Healthy Food" :angry: I told them eat the stuff, and got them to admit they wouldn't.
The Jello smelled, and tasted like fish even, they used canola in about everything like eggs even. nothing healthy about that toxic stuff.

ALWAYS be keen on knowledge!""
That is something I tell all the kids, learn all you can so you can go anyplace, and make a living, and help yourself when nobody else will help you.
Paying others is expensive, and you are not even sure they will do it right.
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