My dad reaching out to me from beyond the grave...

[Gary Oak]

An example of this I believe like when you put two magnets together one way they pull together and the other way they repel each other. It’s my experience that I when a girl and I have been mutually crazy about each other it feels great which I suspect is a feeling from my magnetic sixth sense. When one likes the other and the other doesn’t like the one who is attracted by him or her the feeling is an icky feeling.

[Blue Frost]

I have been having a lot of dreams lately about my dad, and mom, it's good seeing them like that, but hurts again when waking.
Waking with glued shut eyes from tearing up is a pain also.
People say things get better with time, it might be true for them, but it seems to get harder for me sometimes.

[Gary Oak]

With the minuscule knowledge of quantum physics I wonder if seeing them in one’s dreams doesn’t actually create them to some degree. The drug ibogain is supposed to allow one to see their ancestors.

[Blue Frost]

The dream stride as the Aboriginals people called it, the real reality in dreams.
As I always say, as long as someone is remembered part of them is still alive, not to mention seeing my dad in the mirror when I look in it sometimes.
I can only strive to be as good a person as him which is very hard since I dislike being around most people.

As for the drugs, we see a lot on drugs, and our mind plays a lot of tricks on us sometimes without drugs even.
My hospital stay showed me a lot about drug effects.